I hear my friends, sharing their achievements and feel happy for them.
But deep down, I feel sad and wonder,
why can't I be lucky like them?
Am I jealous or depressed?
If I'm jealous, am I a bad friend or just human?
Am I a fake friend with real care,
Or just a real friend with a fake smile?
Do I think I care but actually don't?
Do I think I love them but actually don't?
Does jealousy equal hatred?
But... What is it - jealousy or just desire?